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by Nancy Smith '00
As the obligatory "So, how was your summer?" faded like so many tan lines with the start of classes, another question began to spark those brief, flitting, sometimes awkward conversations between last spring's precept commissaries: "So, what do you think about Clinton?" Whether the conversation centered around the sordid details or around the common sentiment of being fed up with the whole story, it was close to impossible to find a student who had nothing to say about it.
Students settling into their seats in Robertson Hall for their first lecture in "Quantitative Analysis and Public Policy" were comparing notes on the televised Clinton testimony, which they'd reluctantly had to turn off in order to go to class. Animated gesticulation and over-authoritative speculation about the downfall of a President had subsumed the casual first-week banter about course-change forms and long lines at the Registrar's office. Granted, the students in this course -- which is a requirement for Woodrow Wilson School majors -- are not a representative sample of all Princeton students, many of whom seem to regard politics as an invasion of Princeton's Gothic "bubble." P.J. Kim, a Class of 2001 Senator, is often called upon to speak for fellow students on political issues. "People tend to think we think more about these issues because it's Princeton," he says. "But in general, students here are pretty apathetic."
Indeed, the mood on campus this fall has been decidedly different than Brad Swanson '76 described it in this column in November 1973, at the height of the Watergate crisis: "For a while it seemed as though student activism had returned to Princeton. Mass meetings were held to denounce President Nixon. Tables were set up outside Firestone Library and Commons where telegrams could be written to congressmen. One group considered pro-impeachment demonstrations."
If anything, Princeton has behaved like a miniature America during this crisis. Bombarded by bewildering legalese and nauseating details, students are struggling to decide how to deal with the issue. Some change the channel whenever the pundits appear, while others are inspired to debate and discussion by the day's PG-13 headlines. Unlike the political crisis of our parents, generation, "Monicagate" has inspired a quieter, subtler introspection. And despite the absence of Presidential effigies hanging from Nassau Hall, undercurrents of a political identity crisis are evident.
"I'm sick of hearing about it," said sophomore Lauren Hofman. "We don't need to hear so many details." Although she has talked about the Presidential crisis at home with her family, she usually avoids the topic with fellow students. "People have such salient opinions, that it usually turns into a heated discussion."
Jessica Rebel '00, a resident adviser in Forbes College, campaigned for Bill Clinton in 1996 and continues to stand by the President. "I don't think the question should have been asked in the first place. When someone's back is against the wall and they're questioned about their sex life, it's understandable to lie." When asked if she blames an overaggressive media for exaggerating the story, Rebel looks instead to a hypocritical public. "People say the story needs to go away, but they still pay attention. As long as people read about it, the media will report it."
But Dok Harris '01, who also worked on the Clinton campaign in '92 and '96, sees the press as greater perpetrators. "It's been a forcefeed by the media, constantly telling us 'You care, you care.' " Harris sees the Bill-Monica soap opera as almost a nonstory, citing the fact that "half of Americans have had affairs, and they would handle the situation the same way."
Kim, also a member of the College Republicans, thinks the President should resign. "Regardless of whether he had an affair or not, he lied to a lot of people, and now he's in a position where he can't carry out his duties. In many ways, that,s not totally his fault," he concedes. "But in my opinion, there's a lot of other news the country should be focusing on, but isn't."
Ana Hey-Colon continues to ask herself and others why Americans are so obsessed with the Monica story. The freshman from Puerto Rico recalls that when the topic suddenly became the focal point of her freshman seminar, "Privacy in the Age of Information Technology," she and other international students did not "get heated up" like the Americans. "We just don't care that much, and kind of looked at each other across the table."
"It's disgraceful for the whole country," agrees Hofman. And Rebel, who spent the summer taking courses at the Goethe Institut in Germany, recalls discussing the story in class the day that Clinton was called to testify. "There were students there from all over the world," she explains. "People were taking about it -- but mostly just the Americans. The other students were kind of wondering what the big fuss was about."
by Daniel A. Grech '99
People who wear suits and go to power lunches want to pay me money to do easier things than what I've been doing for the past three years. Things weren't always this way.
As a freshman, I lived in a former storage closet known affectionately among hallmates as T.F.B. -- third floor Blair. Every evening we used to gather in the narrow hall and do our homework together. Most of us had boyfriends or girlfriends when we first arrived on campus; by the end of the year we had almost all broken up.
On parents' weekend my family came to visit. My mom shook her head when she first saw my room. My grandfather called it a firetrap. I had just wanted to show them the view. Grandpa eventually sent a letter of complaint to my director of studies when he found out that the only way to escape a hall fire would be to jump off the roof.
One weekend we decided to throw a hard-liquor party. We converted Bill's room into a bar and sent half of T.F.B. to McCosh Health Center. Andrew spent the night on the bathroom floor.
Sophomore year I lived in Blair Hall with Andrew, Jason, and Matt. They're still my best friends on campus. We bought a couple of three-cushion floral couches we called the "love pits." During orientation week we made a bar out of plywood. One afternoon, Matt and I sprayed finish on the bar while it was in the room, and we ended up covering the white ceiling and walls, the computers and love pits, with a layer of light brown dust that wouldn't scrub off.
Midway through the year I realized that our common-room ceiling was my freshman room's floor: from one year to the next I had moved 10 feet.
In my junior year, I moved 600 feet to Pyne Hall, the southernmost tip of the junior slums, and this year I ventured east, into the campus's newest architectural eyesore: Scully Hall. Now Blair courtyard is half a campus away, and I never see Alexander Hall or Blair Arch unless I'm overcome by nostalgia.
And last night I was overcome by nostalgia. The evening air was unseasonably chilly, the cloudless night sky a perfect black canvas save the pinpricks of scattered stars and the sharp outline of a cream-colored moon. It was the kind of crisp New Jersey evening that makes my mind turn toward the gray winter ahead.
I had spent the early evening in my oldest haunt on campus -- the Mathey College computer cluster. Well past midnight I emerged into a silent Blair courtyard; a row of lampposts cast strips of shadow and light on the path back to Scully Hall.
Last night, this is what I saw:
I saw myself juggling in front of Joline Hall.
I saw Marshall the janitor lugging bags of trash from our hard-liquor party. Every morning, when we passed in the hall, Marshall answered my mumbled how-are-you's with a southern-drawled "Good, thank God." At the end of the year, everyone on T.F.B. chipped in to buy Marshall a plant, which he carefully tended.
I saw myself standing on the bench next to Campbell Hall talking to Janet through her first-story window.
I saw the "P" in Christmas lights my roommate Matt put on the roof, and the green slip of paper from the fire inspectors that arrived the next day saying we were being fined, and could be fined again, for climbing onto the roof. The green note didn't suggest how to take the "P" down, so we didn't.
I saw the crowd of Ivy Club members leave the courtyard, and I remembered wondering if my friends had been hosed too.
I saw my roommates and me walking side-by-side toward Holder courtyard. Naked.
I saw us in the sandpit where we used to play volleyball.
I saw us on the gravel where we dragged our floral couches for a cookout-become-bonfire at the end of sophomore year. I was the only one who ran when the proctors came.
Then I saw the dew starting to settle. I saw the morning begin to mist and the skies turning purple. I saw the ground covered in hay and grass seeds, and the orange leaves at my feet.
I looked toward 314 and 62 Blair, and the shades were still pulled down.
The wind picked up a bit, sending darts of cold air through the buttonholes in my shirt, and I continued down the path where the shadows had faded in the morning light, yearning for the comfortable forgetfulness of my bed in 232 Scully Hall.
Daniel A. Grech is president of the University Press Club.